‚ô• Saturday, June 25, 2011
and we argued again.
because i was drunk yest. OK. i seriously cannt rem what happen yest. i woke up at hm. in the toilet. HAHA! WTH?! -.-! so... basically. i think i slpt in my toilet.
i think next time, i seriously gotta eat. before going out to drink or what. -.-" went out empty stomach to meet sheena at oceans. headed over to D8 toilet.. and saw christopher and ah vin there working cause majesty close alr. and i think uh. D8 look very disgusting now. feels so much like sleazy place to be at.
i dunno what the heck i did yest. i rem i saw jason at aura and i kept disturbing him. HAHA! (:: then, followed on. i think i rem us gg O.K? or did i dream of it? crap.
i hope, i didn't do anything funny. -.-!! if not i dunno how to face them alr. AHAHA!
my biggest question of the day. HOW DID I GET HM?!
Labels: d8, majesty
Blogged @ 1:33:00 AM
‚ô• Friday, September 24, 2010
woken up out of sudden again. haven't been having a good sleep recently.
someone called me middle of the night wanting to meet me. i don't know what i should feel or rather, how i should feel. maybe that drunkard wouldn't even remember that he called me. and asked me alot of stuff. as usual, i wouldn't say. he asked some stuff. i doesn't know if i should reconsider or not. sighh.
the greediness for human is unlimited. once u get sth, you will want more. i dun deny that.
i don't know weather to thank
him or not. bcus if
he didn't called, i wouldn't have land on
his blog again. i told myslf there wouldn't be anymore entries, jus because i felt like reading it, i went in. i saw one new entry written during noon. i don't know how i should feel. really. becus after what he told me on msn, about what i've said before when i just started work in D8 and got drunk he came down to fetch me back. and i mean dead drunk. i din't know, i could still talk. -.-"
and i know how badly it hurts. i typed quite a lengthy comment numerous of time but i deleted them over and over again. and ended i still left a comment over that post. unsure if he would sees it anot. as there wouldn't be any notification sent. neither did i want him to read it. nor din want him to read it.
that very last message i received from him before he went to bed was a rather sad one. it just made me cried all over again. Eyes are swollen and puffy again after i read that post of his. zzz.
humans are just the reflection of God's dark side. im not a Christian neither did i workship satan but. everything just come to the point which makes me feel so. since the day i accepted christ. that sentence sure bring back memories. ):
Labels: aaron koh, d8, S
Blogged @ 5:15:00 AM
‚ô• Thursday, July 22, 2010
right now, im still fuming mad at that issue that happen.
imagine this scenario, someone buy 11 shots from you. 11 leh not 1. then, we guys are drinking happily. and then finished drinking u went out. to the bar to pay the cashier money and take shots. you need the toilet ran to one. then the next thing u know is, they said. the customer who bought frm you 11 shots phone is missing and they suspect you.
i need to make this clear, because. even if the cust buy 1 shots for me, i can stay in the room talk to them for more then 15 min. depending on them if they wanna talk or not. there's even customer saying wah. this girl buy one shots sit here so long. super worth it. and then ended they buy one more from me.
so, that cust buy 11 shots for me, would you think I'm interested in his wadsoever iphone? it's like 4g is coming out. so his wadever g is like wad?! logically who would take his phone? WTH. 11 shots is rare from jimmy side. if it's still in D8 11 is like easy stuff. im so grateful alr. and i was supposed to go back to another rm i rem it's 13. cus, that's the very first room i went in to sell shots. and then they buy frm me. total only 4 but it counts wad. knn.
4 shots i alr can go back and talk to them ask them wanna buy abit more. u think i bother about the phone?! this issue is really pissing me off.
and. i guess the management sucks. first the mummy tot im the girl there. WTH? then followed by cust chasing me out of the room saying no. then, waiter missing from their lane? gotta search for them cus customer wants somethings. then, followed by the phone incident. it's only my second day being placed there leh. ccb.
Labels: d8, hilltop
Blogged @ 2:19:00 PM
‚ô• Saturday, July 03, 2010
GREAT! just GREAT! yest, was working one man show at sakura. well, well, this is what happen when it's the football session, customer, they would, shoo you off, rudely. though im should be already used to it. but. damn it. im still not used to it.
i got so upset last night, because i heard sakura is very easy to sell. whereas, when i reach there, its not full, and i spend 3 hours selling 10 shots. crazy or not?!
but manage to sell 20 off. =D im proud of myslf. TEEHEEEHEEEE!! (X
met bf after that and he says i smell of alcohol (._.) zzz
Hope, next week will be better.
ONCE AGAIN, D8 delayed my pay. nice. very nice. reason given was, now, there's only 2 sgp girls and it would be 19th july. nice. so, WELL DONE.
im rather pissed off, and i've not been working over in D8 for like close to a month and they are still dragging my pay which they over look and gave me lesser then what i should have. if it's only maybe less then 50 i would not be asking and pestering so much.
BUT it's like over 300? like WTF right? such a big organization, don't they even feel shameful that they cant even settled my pay? pay is always being delays when im working there. tell me, should i stand in the perspective of a customer or a worker over there. i enjoyed working there. and it's my start of working as a dancer as well, but. damn them to let me have such a horrible experience.
they've been giving me crap like accountant is over seas, management has problems that why pay is being delay. I believe, every single working adults would know that pay is a very sensitive issue. which should be settle immediately. thus they rather drag it. nice.
even a customer that listen to my bragging yesterday told me, he would never go to such club if, he knows that the company is not paying their stuff on time.
(p/s, i told him, because he asked me which place would be fun. and i told him D8, partly because i enjoy working there and some customers had text me and ask why they did not see me in D8 anymore. ) and i've not been complaining to anyone(customers) until, i was out of D8.
SO, MAY D8 have the best. and i hope one day, they would get
karma, for delaying all of our pay.
Labels: d8, S, sakura
Blogged @ 11:27:00 AM
‚ô• Saturday, June 19, 2010
It just look like any place isn't it?

look Closer it's made up of all the crab shells.

That's at amk. we went to try that crab bee boon, ok i think its only me cus he ate before. -.-" . It tasted ok.


not really amazing but it's good enough i think.
supposed to get down to D8 collect pay but last min. Received a text from someone saying come down tomorrow instead. WTH? delay again been almost going a month. and im going very broke soon. ):
Had an argument with him earlier on. he said his mum would say stupid stuff he she saw us blablabla. i asked what type of stupid stuff and he say "she will ask me take care of u blablabla"
nice. isn't this stupid stuff he mention stupid enough to realize that it's stupid to take care of your own girlfriend.
nice. that's the nicest things i ever heard out from his mouth!
Received a phone call days back from him. saying he's back from Genting. @.@Labels: aaron koh, d8, S
Blogged @ 3:00:00 PM
‚ô• Wednesday, June 09, 2010
was not feeling well i think, it's the weather. it's like no one is feeling well. duhh! siianns!
he came fetch me off work again cus, im still feeling unwell earlier when i met him for dinner before work. i was having cold sweat, and a bit nausea. but. im not pregnant or wad shit. it's just that dumb weather, sudden hot and cold just like ....
MY ATTITUDE! =X
anyway, my leg got crush by his bike. and there's a huge reddish thing on my leg now. it hurts like... mad. sighhh. im lucky enough it's CBR and not a S4. if not im going to get burn again.
he gave me that minnie puzzle. that cute little thing ive said i like and its cute. i got a shock i didn't expected that. just wait till i get that. maybe, i should get a mickey for him. hmmmm
ok wadever.
too bad, you have no chance of eating my hard earn money cus, i found that slip you wrote down. ^^ too bad for you. TRY HARDER. (: god is on my side. lucifer, pls buzz off! XDD!
Labels: d8, S
Blogged @ 5:34:00 AM
‚ô• Friday, June 04, 2010
sick.
been quite sometime that i have yet fall sick already, but happy days don't last. -.- im having fever now. but i like the feeling of being sick now. XDD
cus, baby, could come over after the end work and bring me for dinner. ^^
he even came down that day i told him, i was abit drunk. i didn't expect that. normally, he would just ask and ask then ask again, unless i ask him to or agree to him coming down, if not he wouldn't come down, that day, i got a shock, i went in artist room to touch up i saw his miss call. called back and realize he's outside my work place. very touched im. (:
work has been horrid. pay there's error again. gotta wait again. i just simply hate waiting. just felt like smacking that piece of paper in her face.
Labels: d8, S
Blogged @ 2:31:00 AM
‚ô• Thursday, May 27, 2010
my boy was having his last paper today, like finally. hope he score well.
that cat harass my boy.

anyways, after his exam he came and fetch me was the initial plan. but because, im not done yet. and there's two little cute kittens and he got one of them up and play with them while waiting for meee! i manage to play with it as well. cus, they look too harmless. *smiles*
after that went haji lane like finally... after soo long. (: gotten come clothing here and there. im so happy.
we shop till my leg felt as though they are cracking. now... had fun. almost.
this two simply look so loving. the wan being so tired was the wan being dragged up to play with us. LOL!
some people just couldn't be trust with. and i felt that, if they themselves cant manage to handle, then dont take up the job and drag everyone down. like WTF? not like we drag their time whereas they are wasting our time. bla!
Labels: d8, S
Blogged @ 9:36:00 PM
‚ô• Monday, May 24, 2010
had a chat with him last night. got the pw. HOHOHO! =DD
imahappylilgirlnow!!!
working again tonight. i guess i'll need a pack of cigg later. since, im working alone.. ):
ALONE sounds rather emo now. since, i dont mingle around with the girls working there. the only person i'd talk to is racheal. which means, today, i'll stress alone selling all 12 shooters. wish me luck yo!
to the nasty people out there. pls be nice to me. plsplspls.
Labels: aaron koh, d8
Blogged @ 5:33:00 PM
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sometimes, we complicate things more then what we realized.
"Us" i know that wouldn't last.
weekends was filled with him as usual. sat was actually going shopping and movies. but things corked up, as fri supposing we are getting our pay. but due to some problems only sat we could so im so broke and i dont feel well. so it's like staying at home for the day again went down to collect our pay at 11pm. waited an hour to know we still cant collect as they are still calculating. and my movie already started. very pissed. went for my movie and got my pay on sun.
when i know how much was transferred to me and know how much more is needed to transfer to me. i got so pissed off. it's missing alot more. grrr. further more. i still gotta work tomorrow. zzz tell me where should i find my motivation to work?
Labels: d8, S
Blogged @ 1:42:00 AM
‚ô• Wednesday, May 19, 2010
this feeling is inevitable.
I knew it from the start that, things would still back to it's shade. it's just me and myself being rather foolish.
i should had know from what it use to be though you said it's there's no longer any feelings for her? ,it'd been you texting me but ended ignoring my replies when you went out with her. even now when we are together, the way you reply her is like full of excitement. GAH!
work was horrible. it's really horrible especially the fact that, sometime people is so fcuked up. they only think for themselves. disgusting woman.
Labels: d8, S
Blogged @ 11:49:00 AM
‚ô• Thursday, May 13, 2010
choreograph is funnn.. (::
im very much enjoying it. just that... i couldn't really rem. duhhh!
after that as sophia meet her friend ming and im meeting him for dinner we walked together. and that idiot. zzz i told him meet at cathay, 3 of us, stupidly waited and i find it way too long since he's only at PS. i called and he told me... he's at... 313... i was like OMFG. why are u there. zzz!! that blur squid. -.-!!!
met him over there and i left sophia and ming while we went to have dinner... as usual. ordered. quite a number of food. HA. and headed to get our slippers. and i headed homeee.. alone. ):
Labels: d8, S
Blogged @ 11:30:00 PM
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am just back from work.
felt rather bad. because the flower girl mixed up again. crap. like so fuck up. i think the management suck. they should just give us a tag or something to make things easier. cause this lady place a 100 buck flower on me which wasn't supposed to it's actually peifens'. so actually i wanted to return her since Christabel told me it's not suppose to be mine. and further more i did not go to that table so i felt weird when i get that flower. but peifen says it's not my fault and she pushed that flower back to me. i dont' really know what should i be feeling. rather bad to take and u know, temptation. call me realistic or what. i dont really care. since everyone else in night life only bother about them self. every one told me the same thing. but she's very different. this is the second night i saw her ever since im working over there. the first night was horrible. i only sold 6 shots which she helped me to sell 2 more shooters. i appreciated it very much. and then now this flower issue. gahhh!
totally felt bad. even when im typing this, i still felt bad. zzz -_____-"
baby is already sleeping i guessed, he chatted with me on the line till i reach home soundly, i think i made him worry too much cause, after my first set, i went all pale and i dont know why. it's actually my second time being so pale already it's freaking me out seeing myself all WHITE.
yes, i wanted to become whiter, but not in such manner! bla!
wth is wrong with my body?!
Labels: d8, S
Blogged @ 3:01:00 AM
‚ô• Tuesday, May 11, 2010
been 2 months. im actually not looking forward ever since first month, dont ask me why. i wouldn't tell unless you are someone close you should know needn't me to tell.
anyway. meeting him for a dinner, as i last mine swapped my schedule with racheal. as actually yesterday am not suppose to work since im not in schedule. bla. got a text and since sophia is working. i went. HA!
amazingly, saw eugene during work. it's wonderful. (: he bought my last twoo shooters. am so happy.
can you believe it if i say, i actually jumped up and down excitedly when he tapped me. i was super happy. HA!
we had some chat and i realised some people are such a hypocrite. trying and acting nice in front of everyone. plueeeseee. stop acting. just look at your own face. and please cry at how pathetic you are. it just irritate me when i heard stuff like this. esp when a few of us had an experience with the same issue. our lives don't ever welcome you.
you. suck. BIG. time. yo!
Labels: d8, S
Blogged @ 6:29:00 PM
‚ô• Monday, May 10, 2010
i think i super zai! am going to work 3 days non-stop again! bla!
Labels: d8
Blogged @ 4:05:00 PM
‚ô• Friday, May 07, 2010
nothing special lately, jus that im not working at roomful anymore. dont ask me why, because i seriously feel ridicules whenever i think of why. I was tired working there. but i was happy which is why from the very start i hesitate if i should quit or not. but since steve decided it.. nice. it's alright. told some friends of mine what happen and they seriously think it's crap to.
PAY SUCK yet DEMANDING
although how much i dislike working at D8, because of the political issue i heard of and im pretty upset with what i heard and know. but i would rather hope they could put personal issue and work issue separately .
GAH!


i find us being pretty amazing and i hope we'd stay this way not being effect by any of the other girls.
Met up with zhu recently and he passed me back the helmet. which now, i have twoooo! ok anyway. it's better then having one right? =X
我老爸總算做了一件令我想像不到的事。總算,一切雨過天秦了。開心死了!
Labels: d8, my mother is a bitch.
Blogged @ 9:32:00 AM
‚ô• Wednesday, May 05, 2010
He's not working there anymore.
He's leaving..
FOR GOOD.
saw him yesterday at smoking area while sophia is smoking, when i was going out of smoking area, he disturbed me, leaving a wide smile on my face. Before that i was looking around trying to catch a glimpse of him. he's not around in his usual total white attire with black boots. he was in such a casual attire. so i asked him why isn't he playing. that's when, he told me, he's not working there anymore. there goes my motivation working there.
he said “可以給我一個擁抱嗎?我要離開了。”
After he said that, he immediately hugged me. so cute! (::
Sophia saw it and i think she was abit of shock! im rather shock too.
(:
Labels: d8
Blogged @ 9:03:00 AM
‚ô• Monday, May 03, 2010
been so much busy lately.
many thoughts running thru my hollow brain of mine.
manage to went to PH. as it's javion birthday. wished him belle was at PH too.
text her and we met up there. the first thing she told me is she missed me very much!
SO CUTE! ♥♥♥
took some pic with belle and sly. and then realised, that girl, is walking on one bare footed. HA! stuned im, and i almost laugh my gums out along with my teeth. HAHA! SO CUTE. should had said earlier, so i could wear my shoes to PH and she could have worn my slipper!
catch the bounty hunter. met sophia outside the door of the theater. coincidently, we are watching the same movieee! fated OR not?!
finally a day of freedom. (: no work! no need to accompany bf. COOL EH?! smiles.
IM NO LONGER LOOKING FORWARD.
Labels: d8, S
Blogged @ 9:26:00 AM
‚ô• Thursday, April 29, 2010
working in D8 is like crap. currently simply detest selling those shots. ): bla.

Hip Hop. -___-" that woman decided to wear my shoe. (:
yest. was more like crap i did not manage to sell. and. -.-" that old uncle super disguesting. Beckie and me are teaming up last night cus, sophia manage to sell her's. he's like 70 years old, and. he asked me, "do u need help with money, let's go hotel." WTFH. ROFL i laugh once i heard that and i told Beckie, ended we both laugh and i ran off. he's too disgusting for me to even stay at that table. shugs.
Sophia left earlier then expected both of us did not know, since she sold finish and gotta rush her assignment she left. and Elise help me with my shots. (: was happy. as I was having some cramps i couldn't drink and don't even feel like talking.
I called him and told him, he came down and fetch me. (: nice. but since the moon is so full and pretty, weird stuff happen. His bike suddenly can't move. but. HAHA it's was jus opposite my home. manage to get home and change and look for him again. but. it started and move. -.-" so i went back home and sleep. it's the 8th weeks since we are together. i actually totally forgotten about it. thinking of it. 2nd mth is like reaching real soon. zzz!
I think the two of us is super UP. we, worked 3 days there non stop. but, i gotta wrk 3 more day non stop which make me wrk 6 days continuously non stop since i gotta work in roomful of blues, later. sighhh
Labels: d8, S
Blogged @ 9:26:00 AM
‚ô• Thursday, April 08, 2010
first day of work was, slack.
S L A C K .
we did not sell any shooters. neither did we did the second sets. we did one set and slack and eat potato chips. -______-" HAHAHAH! was rather boring. and i was so nervous. and WTH.. my tube drop, -_______-" i did not realise till we went to toilet after the set. i felt so awkward that someone is holding out the camera. but i did not know why. till we went toilet. i think.
I THINKED! FCUK THEM THEY ARE FUCKING PERVERTS. yucks.
Horrible incident jus hope. -,-" it's not because of my tube. -.-! my outer wear was perfectly fine. just my tube. urghs..
called him once i finish my work and he told me he fall asleep on the FLOOR?!! SO CUTE! HAHAHAH! i told him it's ok he could go and sleep rather then wait till i gets home. as he's working the next day and it don't make any difference weather he wait or not since i don't get to see him.
BUT
THIS idiot. insisted to talk to me till i get home. and then, he insisted that i call him after i finish bathing. -_________-"!!! talked till 4 i think, and finally we went to bed, i cant remember what's the conversation. but well.. definitely something stupid. HAHAHA!
Labels: d8, S
Blogged @ 2:07:00 PM