SHE booked a room in club hotel and we all went over to partyyy. so, there's drinks, and we blasted music. got scolded by someone next door cause we were so noisy. and spilled drinks all over plus... headed to nana.
I WAS SO RELUCTANT TO GO.
so since i know one of my friend was nearby, so i decided to find him while on the way i was texting him. but he was so reluctant. and it just pissed me off due to some reasons which i do not wan to blog out. therefore, i went back to nana. initially plan was to find my friend till when it was about to close then head back to nana. but... ya. i went back nana. and he came over to find me instead.
because im so pissed off initially i didn't want to drink anymore. but i landed myself drinking more. -.-
SO...TELL ME...
WHATS THE FUCKING POINT?!
i wanted to go find him is just plainly because i dont wan to be at nana. and not because of any other reasons or factor. so tell me whats the point of him coming over to nana and look for me instead? -.-
good job. major pissed off so. there goes.
my awesomely attitude came. i ignored all the text.
BOW TIES IS THE THEME.
took this photo when i hung up the call with jason.
HOW liqours were being brought there.
because cameras are all flat... this is how we took photos.
sophia.
CLUB NANA
took using iphone front cam. (looks so old school as though it's from some neoprints machine)
more photos are with sophia. im lazy to grab it from fb cus it's low res still waiting for her to send me.
went to bottle tree park with Pat and his friends, is boring like shit and i fall asleep in the van. naise. woke up feeling abit reluctant to go rcd alr. but i drag my feets cause it have been so long since i go out. haven't head to town for ages let alone watch movies. ):
RCD was cold like mad. i swear i shivered. waited for belle since like 2 am. and she finally called at 4. and came and join us. we wanted to head to td1. but they are closed. ended we went resort. drink like one camer cause pat friend past a 1/3 tower -.-"
and i paster everyone to eat the egg at 7/11 (the wants sheena loves) but sadly out of stock. sooo sad. urghs.
then, since it was early already. i told them... LET'S WATCH SUN RISE! =/ i think everyone was like thinking im kidding... but im not. im dead serious.
this photo looks abit similar to the want he took it years back (just that this does not look like sun rise at all.) which is on the side of my scroller photo of people i love..
This song came straight to my mind when we are waiting for the sun rise.. ):
ter yang mee jai hai chan kon dieow yang ror chan kae kon dieow
Are you still faithful to only me? Still waiting for only me?
เธอ ยังคง เป็น เหมือนเดิม อยู่ ใช่ไหม
ter yang kong bpen meuan derm yoo chai mai
You’re still the same person as before, right?
ช่วย บอก ให้รู้ ที
chuay bok hai roo tee
Please let me know
ฉัน กลัว ใคร ทำให้ เธอ นั้น เปลี่ยนไป
chan glua krai tam hai ter nan bplian bpai
I’m afraid someone is going to change you
ฉัน กลัว สิ่ง ที่ ไม่ แน่นอน มากมาย
chan glua sing tee mai nae non maak maai
I’m afraid of so many uncertain things
(Earlier on when we are still at RCD, this song was sung and i actually videoed a part of it and send to my friend cause he likes this song and im doing it on purpose. cause i dont like bringing guys when i go drinking unless they already know each other. already did one stuns the other time. i dowan to do another stun. so i didn't bother to ask.)
ECP mac
likey this parrot alot. and i was so scared that he would prick on my face cause this is a self take photo.
PHOTO OF THE DAY!!!
HAHHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!
i think she will kill me.
drop my phone in the cab and i only realised once i reach home. cause i brought the itouch out and i tot it was my phone when i feel it. Panic when i realized phone is not with me. took my lappy and search the location. -.-" immediately i tried searching for a hm phone to call pat. BUT. that guy... didn't pick up nor saw FB messages and text. -.-"so i headed to report lost and stuff. while thinking what to do.
when ziling saw my status and comment on fb. i called her. guess whats her reaction. OK i pei u go search. OMG mega love her lor. i went to cab to her place to fetch her without a phone. and we actually... found it stopping at simei green for quite some time. and then... POOOFFF! expo.
i was still telling her hopefully we could find the phone and then find isabelle. HAHAHAHA! but when it appear at expo we forget about it. end of it. my phone was with isabelle cause the uncle manage to see the message and call isabelle. while belle tried calling my hm so hard. =/ and zl n i was out running like mad to find my phone. GAH!
major loveeee belle when she told me my phone was with her after i call her telling me wad pat and jason had told me when i went to get a new simcard thinking it's forever missing and i need to be contactable. since it's not holiday now... HAHA! ((: and lucky me. i almost. really almost get a new phone on impulse. -.-" and almost really wanna go back wrk everyday. just to get my phone. but since i got back my phone. don't need to think about it liaoo!
YAY!
belle & ziling if you two see this, i wanna tell you two. I LOVE YOU TWO MAX!! ❤ ❤ ❤
actually intended to put the box of cookies at his bike before he actually end work. but i changed my mind.
since yest i was a total shagged max already cus went drinking with yb and his friends. ziling and i started with a bucket of henidiken at white bar then yb actually came down and join us and we finished it and headed to PP. that zl went off way too early. gah! finished the btl and we swapped to hollywood. and i swear i really dislike seeing that fatty. i still rem the very first and last time i saw him was when i was working under eileen.
VALENTINES DAY_ sucks big time.
aiai and i kissed yest -.-" again first v day kiss goes to her. lmaoooo.
us_))
and remember never drink with someone who is tired cause end of the day, you will become a pillow out of the blue moon.
-______-"
THIS IS WHAT HAPPEN! zzz!
im too tired and i slept for the whole day. rejected all those who asked me out. and luckily i rejected. -.-"
ended up, i got so hungry and edwin is in school which is rather near to cck since he stay amk, so i asked him if he wanna eat. =D and finally we met after so long, the very last time i met him was 2 yrs back at sentosa.
HELLO, happy 4 yrs anniversary knowing each other.
Thursday sophia and i, had a steamboat at April's place after i make a trip to the doc as i wasn't feeling well. had migraine for 2 days despite taking panadol. Doc says if this continue, i gotta go for a check up to see what's wrong. when he told me that, he look very worry. WTF?! he scares me up. and asked weather did i have any nose bleed nor hit on my head. and ask me to lift up my legs. -.-"
couldn't understand why, i did it as told. and. i told the doc "OK LEH! can lift up." -.-*
the doc just laughed at my reaction. zzz
Steamboat was awesome, as usual, hotdogs are the first to finish!
MEGA LOVE HER MARINATION OF MEAT. veryyy tasty.
first time i had so much meat!!!
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This is me how i look when i think of....
been too long since i make up ever since i quit working as a dancer at aura, i stop making up. feels weird. so not used to it.
Zack birthday//
moets.
It was a crazy night with 3 tables in total at shanghai dolly and, there's so many bottles of gorden bleu, mad crazy, more then 10 bottles and i even saw one cannon. WTH! and few bottles of moet. sadly, i only drank a cup of gorden bleu and one moet. then i had green tea all the way. cause i took medication and couldn't drink at all.//
eugene saw me and couldn't really recognized me. -.-" after sheena said jenny leh. he was like O.O and he ask me what happen to me, why i so lady. WTF!!! so all the while he treat me as a MAN?!
and everyone should know dramas always happen. and it happen once again. -.-"
although im rather used to it. cause not the first time already.
so i know what to say or react. but still i feel quite sad for _____.
BLA!
i know it's only 5:30pm when i blogged
but, im feeling very drowsy the medication is making me dizzy.
i miss his textes. ):
As usual, all photos are not being photoshop.
+ in your eyes i can see the reason why i love so mad. +
it's only day 1 of 2012 and i felt like dying trying to hide my sorrows. walk till my legs were so sore with yb, yt, ziling and kenny. and was somewhat force to take the ride G-max swing. but it just gotta broke down at that point of time. ):
then that woman, ziling, insisted to take the rocket. TT.TT i can die. cus. guy are suppose to sit in the middle due to the weight. both of us grab yb. HAHA! and cus im not used to holding people hands anymore.. so i pull his arm. and... at the mid air... i open my eye at the wrong timing. i was all facing down when i open. -.- and really i got so freak out i pull harder. LOL!! in the video it could be see that... yb hand is like mine. i pull till to the extend when we get down... he can't feel it. :/
then we head home after that. was so horrible that i need sleep badly. cause the day before... sophia was drunk, she called me to go over nvl to look for her while i was with sheena. so i went down. hoping she'd go home. after nvl. but. it's so bad. she insisted to go to mbs residents with shermaine. i got so pissed off actually when she told me, you can go home. i will go myself. -.-" WTH I WENT DOWN ALL THE WAY TO NVL and u tell me that so. serve me right that i can don't waste money at all. but u ask me down. then ask me home. i felt so stupid at that moment. everything dragged till 10am before we headed home.
then again. yest night when i was on the cab she called me using strangers number. i told her get a cab home. cause i knew sth lidat would happen. indeed it happen. weiliang and everyone(strangers) ASK ME DOWN CAUSE NO ONE COULD LOOK AFTER HER, they didn't even know why she was there. i was asking was sheena there.. maybe she can send her back... but sadly. sheena didn't go yest as well. we are all not there.
so. i got totally no choice, went back change to a slipper and get down and grab a cab. when i said that, im tired, i mean it. weiliang kept calling me to tell me he don't know where she ran to and... nice thing is.. she was barefooted. no one know where her heels is. i couldn't find as well. omgah. then we tried to take a cab. but the cab ended asking us down cus, she kept wanting to open the door and puke. T.T then we got no choice but to go down. then, it's not the end of it. she continue to puke all over and ask me to call this and that. and i don't know what for. ended up with zheng liang or what i dont remember la. which he said he would come down. ok. then she told me to wait but cus she said he will come down and send her home. im like WTF?! then why am i there. -.- then, again. she blabber dunno what. then kiat ann say he ride a bike. WTF?! so again im thinking why i went down and going to be there for nth? wasting my time and money?! i got so pissed off. really.
everyone should know im not working. i wouldn't want to waste money for nth. i didn't want to join her and the girls at i can't remember where because i know i will spend a bomb. i didn't want to. so i rather meet my gfs. and knowing my situation. no one would acknowledge me to go down. ziling even say i should jus throw my phone aside knowingly this wouldn't be a fast grab u and head home thing.
and she just reminded me how badly i was.. when i was still with him on the first day of the year. sighh
alex commented on my check-in to ask is that me...i think i freak out.. and started explaining. -.-" and i don't know why. ):
headed to phuture on sunday. for mj early birthday celebration. horrible. i got so drunk and i fall down and injured myself. GAH! terribleee. belle promised to call me once she reach home. but. -.-" she went missing. and i called almost everyone who know her. cause i forget i didn't save her hse num the other time. GAH! then my phone died on me. -.-!
before i even start drinking and got wasted, heny called me during her break time. belle so cute she tot is my customer. ==" and i think i made heny walk to and fro from velvet to phuture.
I don't really remember what i had i rem i drank moet, sourplums, martel. only till sheena told me i even drank waterfall and alot more that i couldn't even remember. horrible. very horrible. the worst is i only remember fragments of that day. can no longer drink like how i used to be. untill i got everything emotions under control.. else i will be tearing the whole club into pieces.
I strongly believed that these are taken before we even drink:
aura girls (used to be except sophia)
recently, i would feel as though im dead. i started sleeping almost the whole day. and almost like i dont need any intake of food. very bad. although i would gain weight whenever i meet ah jie. -.-"
jie and mummy said that. monday morning. after my sunday club i went over and crashhh for awhile. cus i was so drunk i dun remember why as well. they said... i slp and keep twisting -.-!! i wonder why. they said i even suddenly look at them and said ops! GAH! i think i was dreaming.
(This img was grab somewhere in fb)
this kitty is so cute. please. can my deepest wish be fulfill?
