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‚ô• Friday, June 21, 2013
So i'm still in the compAny waiting to see what my mgr would say by this wk.
Feeling kinda relucten to leave as the teamis nice. Its an open enviroment which you can hatdly find.
So am doing in house design fr this comp invitation card recently.
We manage to print out two mock up. Finish 3 card design within 2 days. With tons of walk in.
Which landed my table yo look like this
And when i reach office ive got no choice but to... Eat while doing my work. So nice of my colleague to tabo for me cus i was too busy.
Can never blame me for having such table. I cant work when drafting of design. When its too clean. Heh.
Hopefully, i could know what is the decision so that i could go back bkk to return. Not that i believe. But i believe what we ask we have to return. I didnt went with the girls last yr, so id hope i can make it this aug.
Did i mention i am so happy cus i m going to do an illustration omg! Like finally during work, cus my colleague has a client who needs a wedding card designed + a huge board for wishes. (:
Just hopfully that everything goes well and i stay else i dont know who will e doing since... My another designer major is media. :/
Finally change my color of hair at waynes' still not used to it yet.
I know right, his is stupid. like WTH i spent on legos fig? Totally not me.
but. i did those having peoples in my mind.
this trip wasn't sth i expected and my necklace snapped before we even went.
wasn't really in the mood after it snapped.
Not long after I twitted about my necklace, BBDD was asking issit the agnes b necklace that he got for me previously, but for now, how I hope it was that instead of this.
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during the trip when i was in the back in the room with yx, i tapped her data and notifications start coming in. nothing from _____. but instead, I saw a notification from fb stating, A____ K__ added you as friend.
WTH?!
I mean y is he adding me back when he was the one who came and read my blog and scold me then del me after he can't stand it when i say this is my blog he got no rights to say.
convocation is just in 3 days time. Last year he was there. this year, he no longer could be there. it's kinda ironic that i always dreamt that he will there with me throughout.. sulk*
there's really too much stuff that is making my lappy lagging. so i took a look at unwanted school stuff and such as research images that i will not be needing it anymore... i actually found photos.
this kitty actually came to my place with the another kitty. and i've never liked cats, don't get me wrong but i'm just really afraid of them.
this are the two that came over to my place. -.-
i dont know what went wrong with me. but i know that im no longer the same. i changed. and i think it's to the worst. looking at my make up, my dress sense, blablabla. i srsly not sure what went wrong with me -.- by the way, these photos are taken way back in 2010.
The shoot for april & sophia's Blogshop. im not involve in it. It just happened that April couldn't make it as she is working therefore it explains why im there... cause i haven't found a job yet! ):
The sun is scorching hot and i feel that im a little tanned again, cause i dont belong to fair skin types. A little sun might just make a difference in my skin.
Feels like a runaway cause Sop's sis gotta change in the car due to some unforeseen circumferences. One and only random pic of the shoot from my iphone3 that belongs to my friend. the lousy quality.
WHYYYY my iphone 4 motherboard gotta spoil?!
ok actually, im just mad unlucky. i did an exchange before my warranty expire.. and i got the... phone that is "brain damaged" -.- GAH!
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This was taken sometime back when Sophia, Sheena and I went for Tea at Demsy; House. (:
my all time fav Strawberry Shortcake and Earl Grey Tea. =3
been long since i met up with meow. (feels as though we meet only once a yr. jus like me and shuan.) so we had set a day to meet and he came down to fetch me which i didn't expected it actually. and i was so pissed off with how the interview went on thurs. i mean, don't waste my time, give me the raw files and things could be just done in max of an hour.
forget it. ranted enough.
so, we headed to watch Ted, wasn't as awesome as i thought it would be.
it's just a coincident that im on some orange bike again. :(
nostalgic. as the wind brushed past. trying not to lose control over my emotions.
"bury me in satin, lay me down on a, bed of roses sink me in the river, at dawn, send me away, with the words of a love song"
last fri dawn, had an attack that the doc asked me to sit there for almost an hour to use the bigger kinda inhaler. which there's different kinda of switches embedded on it. felt so much better but. again after having sore throat from shouting for playing games while drinking.. i developed a mild fever...
BUT NOW..
I felt as though i am old and sick in bed dying soon.
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ok so i am going for a marketing assistant job interview (i know, it's not my field of study) , but im actually quite interested in it. oh yea. it's not totally not related though.. i still get to do some designs but those would be for promotion and marketing purpose. i guess?
so, i've been given an assignment to be submitted before my interview on fri. which i've done immediately. i hope i can get in.
I was ashamed to ask the King for soldiers and horseman to protect us from enemies on the road because we had told the king, "The gracious hand of our God is on everyone who looks to him but his great anger is against all who forsake him." So we fasted and petitioned our God about this, and he answered our prayer. - NIV Ezra 8:22-23
Yesterday was serene birthday, she wanted to celebrate it in butter. so us, the girls went there. it was a great disappointment. It felt so sad how her friends were like and the whole thing was not very well planned.
so, yb called me ytd was shocked. so anyway i met him for like 5 mins outside butter since he was jus nearby. and it feels all so weird.
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today was like a total shag day. headed to sophia's place with chatree and his dog - baby, to kinda celebrate national day.
this is kola with baby. baby look so tiny.
i can't understand why kola love to sniff at baby's asshole so much.
SEE how chubby kola is! zomg.
p/s: did i mention baby actually humped on my feet. -.- and chatree said he hadn't dont it before!!!! and after me, he humped on sophia's then sophia's mum! -___________-!!!
and her mum actually let him hump on her! OMGWARDDDDD!!!
first time ever i see a doc due to sprain of leg.//
-________-"
and the doctor actually laugh at me. hurhurhur.
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so, today, while i was surfing the net while resting my foot, i saw this website dealing with clay hands and feet. and i tried searching if they are hiring. but sadly not. they're new in the inds. was so interested that i felt like droping them a mail. which i actually tried to think of how to put it in the mail that im very interested in joining the company. but not long enough i decided to trash the idea away. cause, why would they hire me? ):
its seems stupid to get a design cert and do such stuff isn't? ): frankly speaking. i like crafts more then design actually. i could spend the entire day slowly cutting craft material when i was still in school whereas, when it comes to design i couldn't stand it more then few hours.
some people might say im lazy. but hey, im not just that probably, i lost my passion after entering foundation in lasalle. why don't they have just a course for craft? i think i'd excel in it. HAHA//
so i've been a bummer eversince i graduated i did search for jobs but the pay was relatively low for a degree holder. i felt so demoralized. anyway, my bitch as asked me to go with her to the interview at SIA a month ago. and i actually get to know this cabin steward who gave me his name card while we was talking in NANA. socializing is never hard for me =/ it's always politics that gets me.
i told samantha that i don't wan to. but she was like still asking me few days back. so today i decided why not since i haven't got a job and my application to moe hadn't got any replies since nie has closed the application. ite takes years to reply, that what i heard from my previous lecturers. i wonder if i could get in how funny it would be being colleague.
so what ever job it is. i'm gonna give it a go as long they pay is acceptable. and not. 1k+ for a frigging degree holder. and my 1k+ meant 1.6k
RWAAAARRR//
things haven't been good lately. i read and heard alot about it therefore, superstitiously (not that i really believe) i feel that this year 7th month there's a need for me to do sth about it. cause recently i am really having nightmares way too often about stuff regarding it.
Sophia thinks i should chill down cus it's only 2 day. cause i feel so tense up when they did not call me. im so upset. but i realised it that i wrote the wrong email in the application form. so i emailed them hoping that they will see the application from and get back to me. *wishmeluck*
headed to gym with yx at fitness first on wed.
im still sick. doing a little work out just make me feel worst. ):
Anyway i gotten myself a prada bag. (:
i spend like alot on it. but obviously i got it cheaper since this is from Paris instead of singapore. =D
so, it actually acts as a WOW, I FINALLY GRADUATE FROM LASALLE THINGY. but of cus before i even got my results this is already bought just have not been pass to my hands yet cus samantha was in Paris.
mega love her for helping me to buy and running few outlets before she got this cause an outlet is sold out and this is the last piece from another outlet. HEH.
(^^,)
im a happy lil girl for now.. and i really mean now.
but talking about graduation, it just make me sad. it's like all back to square one. remembering that last year diploma and this year degree. sighhh...
im easily sick as my immune systems seems to be easily contaminated with germs or whatever virus you called it. so after so long of having mild fever. i got this high fever yesterday. which made me see double; splitting images. somewhat cool since not all can.
so, i head to buy food middle of the night cause i need to take panadol. and... i cant walk straight. and felt like fainting. reach home took med and felt better but still terrible. its like im flying and seeing double. pondering if i should get a cab to see a doc at such hour of 4am. i decided to wait. since i do not wan to wake my dad up to send me to hosp or nearest 24hr clinic which i know that clinic is the worst ever. the med doesn't work. so i endured till morning finally i fall asleep woke up feeling still terrible after having so much medication. i decided to see the doc.
thinking the doc would give me a jab for speedy recover but he didn't and scolded me saying i should have went to the hospital yest. -_____-" cus im still having a high fever now. but i felt better so he feels that yest my temperature might be too high for me to handle. =/ then he nagged and told me he will give me very strong medication. hopefully my fever will subside. else i gotta see him again or get to the hospital. FML MAN.
WISH ME LUCK TO GET WELL BY TML
cause seriously i dont wan to admit into the hospital. ):
it seems that ever since ________ incident, i change to someone even i myself dont know.
feeling really tired.
been avoiding the thoughts of him floating thru my mind. and i been doing well till last week.
feeling hurt all again.
was so drunk on sat. and i cant remember how or when. i remember calling jason. cause before that i was texting with him. i cant remember did i go hm myself or did sophia send me home. -____________-"
and i fall aslp at my corridor just next to the lift. till jason came and find me. this is damn bad. and i cried like dunno what when i saw him. -.-" i think he was so shock that he dunno what to do also. then funny is. i cry finish i went hm and slp he was like -.-???
why am i so scary. ):
i dont feel happy and ive already forgotten what's being happy felt like.
i wasnt this way in the past. what have i become?
Headed off to JB with one of my friend, K. initially sophia was supposed to join us but she went with Andy and the girls.
i didn't expect that we would head to that very seafood stall that i brought S there in the past cause, i thought that we would eat loklok for dinner. sighh.
that's S fav. seeing that i've totally lose my appetite.
every little thing jus came thru my mind. it's almost like a recap of every little thing.
everything.
that love. that hate. that sadness.
SO, i ended up spamming my friend cigg as though im drinking water. naise.
):
funny enough. K manage to drop all his cash -_______-" asked why didnt he put in his wallet and retarded enuff he say "cause i know ltr gotta pay so save the hassle" lmao! so. end of the day. he drop all his cash and hvn spent at all de lor. stupid.
after that we headed to massage. while on the way. passed by abalone noodle stall and we tried to see if we manage to find sophia jiebin and serene. but no fate.
i laugh like shit while we had our foot reflexology, cause K, freaking told the masseur that we have KIDS AND I PASTER HIM TO BRING ME OUT. WTF? which i didnt lor. i kept throwing the remote controller at him. too frequent ( almost every 5 mins) to the extend that even the masseur ask me to throw at him. HAHAHA!
and LOL. idk why is there a dinosaur on his leg! HAHAHAHA! i didn't even notice. it was the masseur who mention it. and they have this epic conversation:
MASSEUR : "i rem you. you very long nvr come"
K : "WAH. you remember me uh?"
MASSEUR : "er. i don't rem your face. but i rem the dinosaur on your leg."
K : -________-" @P#(&$@#P(&$P@#&$P not dinosaur!
i laugh till i almost teared.
anyway. i cant wait for june. bike. instead of car. it've been so long...
i notice something for the first time.
that smile is a killer.
looks like my MIKE HE JUN XIANG!
*MELT*
but. no. i have no feelings.
STRESS? DRINK BEER!
Eileen doing her work which i was waiting for mt and her. BUT WAIT! look a the beer! lmao!
my assessment set up //
I know. it looks rather empty. BUT good enough for my issue i think? since it's all about spaces.
AND THEN WE SAW STEVEN LIM -.-" i totally recall the sushi pic of his. disgusting. -.-" lucky we already finish eating. cus we lost appetite after seeing him. zzz
and i took my very first NR. it was so scary. i was the only one on the bus. and the last to alight. TT.TT totally freaky!
move on with my normal life? what? you think i have an abnormal life? recovery period? joke. if there's really a thing call a recovery period then this isn't over. cus i am still badly wounded. although im as jumpy as how i used to be. it's easy. just wear a mask. and everyone wouldn't know didn't you know that. Just does not want to feel so pathetic especially when, im so screwed after what happened and what is going on.
anyway. im real tired but there's not enough time for me. it sucks isn't? rushing like one mad woman trying to finish up the requirements and then got so exhausted that i have bruises all over me. and i thought meeting roy will be ok since im not gonna walk home or what so, it's like. yay! a plus for me save time. and can rest while he drive his dad car. but. sadly. i just manage to slip and fall while walking into the toilet and manage to injured my right elbow. -.-"
JUST SO FUCKING GREAT! it's swollen now. and my knee hurts like mad. sighhh.
