The Least i needed.

suddenly i felt that i feel so disgusted by almost everyone.

first you dun treasure when things are yours, then you came crawling back. and then, wrote such stuff still intend to ask me to go back? wtf is this? lame. i could just say, im not brainless. not anymore. even if i thought of it before. no, im never going back. not anymore. you just simply doesn't know what to do with you life.

disgusting.

esp when everyone around you are almost the same as you're.

you said u read and it's it very obvious, so i think you should know that i love my ex? LOLed. not you anymore. I could say, it seems that, i love him even more then how i used to love you. he might not be the one who pulled me out of the hell, because Remy was. But he was the one who've been thru hell with me. 


remember those days when i plead like a puppy when you just came back? Do you remember what did you tell me? How did you push me off? you push me off like how a owner is dumping a pile of rubbish. when things are all messed up, you came back. Blamed me for having a bf. Blamed me for moving on. Worst thing a person would do is to say, "so when are you breaking off with you bf?" wad's this crap? You even said stuff like all you love was me? WTF? if so, where's all the evidence? those girls you had? nah they just prove that, you don't love me like how you said. it's just showing me plain simple that. you need someone there. anyone would do the job. so. 
GET LOST from my life.


I don't need you anymore. 
and please stop your crap about how i mistreat you when, i did not. it was you who slept with someone else. HOW DARE YOU SPOUT NONSENSE TO PEOPLE SAYING HOW BAD I WAS? Even i was bad to you, please it was the start of the relationship when we haven't even settled down and, all i did was to give people number when they asked. but i never replied. and i would say i didn't even ill-treated you.  and, please remember something. it's you snatched me forcefully away from my ex. 


WHEN YOU NEEDED HELP, I WAS THE ONLY PERSON WHO HELP YOU. EVEN WHEN YOU OWN MOTHER COULD NOT.
PLEASE BE GRATEFUL. 
and not turning your back and bite people when they treated you so well.
Even a dog knows who's good and bad. sad to say, you are worst then a dog.


Even if, he doesn't wan to patch with me, i would not go back to you. NOT ANYMORE. (:
I rather wait for him then wasting my time with you.


If humans, are born to be fake, i'd be one too. 

Labels: aaron koh, remy, S, zz

Served me right for asking.

yesterday i just felt a bit of happiness and now. gahh. my makeup is smudge again. ):

it's so mean. but. ya. he's right. he needn't tell me.
humans are just simply weird. you tried to forget the feeling you had for someone. but. end of the day, it just gets more. that's human i suppose?

scary and complicated.

Remy texted me not long ago. 
idk why it just felt so weird, it made me felt like we are having an affair?
HAHAHA! WTF. 
im sprouting nonsense again. 
and fml. he told me, "that day" was unforgettable. WTF?!

it feel like im losing myslf. slowly.

Labels: remy, S

randomly, someone speaks to me again. i'd be happy if it were to be 1 week ago.

things happen alot at home. im totally exhausted by it. finish all the stuff in office on sat. Went back to wrk and me bb dd at bugis. he help me to carry 100+ mails. to the box. and we sent off.

was feeling all rubbish at mac, and we doodle on the receipt..


pls dont judge me by my looks.

Labels: baobei didi, remy

Cheers to all the fond memories we had kept deep down,
drink all the unhappy moments down
drunk and forget everything that moment.
for that moment, everyone is happy.



met jr and went met his friend John. give me the feeling of some holy person. but. so unholy, becus he anti Christ? i think? and his name is such a holy name. =X cus it's like in the bible. wadever.

me and jr


saw xt outside power house. soo happy. like finally a girl i know that is at ph. =.=" met mian and di outside as well. mian and jeremy chew, brought some horrible liqour there. taste disgusting. eeeeek.


me and di


finally met, weiwen, wenhao after so long. they came with jr (: yays. yest like some sec school gathering for their batch lidart, so many 1987 kss de. XDD weeee~! but no pics. cus they left early to rebel.

was way high at 1+ cus mian gave me vokha neat. and some ppl gave me martel neat. then earlier on, i had beer, liquor and so on. i texted nonstop with xt, and jr, we are like so freaking near but i we text. i think i did sth stupid last night, to send an sms over to someone. -.-"

1022 is loves. rofl.
that's if u know what i mean.

duhhh. bad choice to run about. mian was like a smoking machines last night he smoked non stop. and this is how cui he look after he smk and drink.



THIS IS THE LONG AWAITING MOMENT for JOHN and idk who. rofl

Labels: baobei didi, remy, unusual sat night

went up to demsy hill last night..

for the first time, i met someone so frank about himself. (:: i've never thought that, someone would say out things such frankly. and straight. although i know there might be somewhat a mixture of reality n lies, but at that moment. i almost melted, when he said sth and we even made a pinkie promise. though i know him before hand, but i'd never expected it coming. bla bla bla.

then headed to Atlantis to find xt. after sometime, we headed to sabai sabai, ate steamboat before heading in. -.-" i dont like it there. prefered sabai though. =D

had a wonderful night. despite the awkwardness. i enjoyed.

baby, you are the sweetest of all ♥

Thank you for being there.

Labels: remy

met alex yest and he drove his grand dad car out. and the window got stuck. god. damn funny. and i went to look for sharon (: cus she's wrking at lor. 16. As i suggest to alex to go geylang eat 126. (:: been craving for it. and it became a joke. --" cus of the windows.

i received a text from someone which is kinda so random. -.-"

met jie after my wrk in PIAS. i rushed over to meet her in batok interchange. alot of stuff came to my mind.. way too much for me to handle.

right now, am at Changi Airport with jie and "mummy" i just need some air outside. while jie wanna study and mummy jus wanna tag along and play game. ended, we had a disaster. we camwhored like no one business. and now, jie is abit high -.-" only we know why.

cus she ate too much chicken in airport that why. =X


Enjoy some pics!

I was trying to switch place with jie. trying out the "after-med" effect



she look so wicked!

the love bird.



am happy cus of some stuff. {:


(:: HAHAHAHAHAA! This feels like sailor moon!

Labels: aaron koh, precious jiejie, remy, unusual sat night

went Demsy's Red Dot to meet Roland, Remy and yt. haaa. she is dumb la. she order drinks without looking at what liquor is use in it. and she ordered around the world. because she saw... pineapple juice. omfg can? zzz lucky im clever know she surely would drink, so... i ordered snowball. hahaaa. clever little me. it turn out that, she really dont like so i swoop with her the drinks (:

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and i finally manage to borrow a DSLR, thanks to Remy. he called his friend and asked for me. am very grateful. things go blablabla. im lazy to type.

Labels: remy

went over xt house yesterday as it's her birthday, after that, went to bq as xt friend help out alot and we went down to accompany him awhile before we headed back where by he brought us in. and after i get in an gotten a table, it's almost time to meet Remy. so i headed out to the entrance and waited for him. and we went to jewel box to have a drink.

on the way up hill i have flashbacks of those moments that i once had with aaron there. those drinks those laughter, those date. the flowers, the jokes those puppy eyes of his. everything was being recalled. it's all irreplaceable. Although it's not only him that i recalled. i, too, recalled sophia. where by we went there to dine, and the heavy downpour that soaked our food! (--.")

After having the drinks, we went to have a walk and i saw the boat thingy whereby i never been there before. so uber cool. i think i came from some mountain suddenly, as i went mt faber quite numerous if times already but.. i din know anything about that restaurant hiding over there! HAHAHAHAA! no pics cus i haven get from Remy yet.

after that i headed back to st james to find xt, mer reached by that time. and coincidentally, one of her friend Bella, was my cousin god sis. COOL EH! world is too small. i actually lose control of myself and text aaron. he headed over with remus and a guy. then we clubbed awhile before we headed back.

now, im confused. anyone. tell me what am i going to do?
or... tell me what have i been doing to myself?

haven't gotten the pictures from Remy yet. shall post it sometime later.

Labels: aaron koh, remy, unusual sat night

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